1st: a Mother instinct is strong but there's never once my mother came to comfort me when she knew that her child just cried.
2nd: Mom and Dad relationship should be harmony. But not my mom and dad. They barely talk with each other in a year.
3rd: When parents saw children fighting? What should parents do? I dont know. Because all my mom and dad does is dad to find mom's fault and mom to nag on and on.
4th: my brother is a douchebag and a hot-tempered person. So whenever he is mad, all it goes to me. I am the fault. He's always right. To mom, I'm always the wrong one.
5th: they treat me like I hv no feelings. Just because I'm the youngest. "Perangai ko tu yg bajet bagus" at which part? Because all this time I thought you were the one who has bossing people around? Excuse me? I am the multi-tasker!
6th: Mom never likes me. Only dad cares about me. Why? Bcs she always wins brother. Abang mmg satu2nya anak dia. Dia taknampak yg abang tu jd pemalas. She spoiled him. Aku ni bukan anak dia. Tapi dia tetap mak aku. Takkan aku nak tinggalkan dia?
7th: "ko tu budak! Ko tak sedar ko ada abang kakak". I've always hated this sentence.
All I want is to leave this house. And just work hard for myself. To be on my own. And to show them that I can do it. I will someday leave this house and the last thing I'll ever think of is my brother. That's the last straw. I will salam cium tangan but I will not ask his favour anymore, nor I will ever talk to him sampai kiamat.
