@DixsyDxisy: It was a small pause. Our eyes met then he looked away. His hair was a little different the last time I saw him.
@DixsyDxisy: A new haircut. Cute. I dont always get to see you but I noticed the changes.
@DixsyDxisy: Stood there, he was packing his bag. I could see how he's trying to arrange the books. Those fingers. “He's going home.” I whispered.
@DixsyDxisy: So I walked around the shelves trying to waste a little time, pretending to search a book but I was stealing some glances cause I know..
@DixsyDxisy: ...I know how temporary this is.
@DixsyDxisy: Knowing he's going, I walked out. Between the doors there's a juntion, to stairs, and in between there's a space with red sofas.
@DixsyDxisy: I sat there waiting for him to come out. I waited and waited. I saw his figure walking through the hall way. I watched until it fades.
@DixsyDxisy: A few minutes he came out, holding a book. Reading. Whilst moving towards the stairs he then stopped.
@DixsyDxisy: He just stood there facing his back on me. He stood there for too long that my heart began to race.
@DixsyDxisy: MY HEART BEATS SO FREAKING FAST I STARTED TO TREMBLE.
@DixsyDxisy: And his friend came. Talking. Didnt mean to eavesdrop but the room was too quiet. One said “kau nak bawak balik ke buku tu?”
@DixsyDxisy: All i heard was a reply of “takdelah” but the conv goes on.
@DixsyDxisy: When they walked down the stairs, i jumped off from the sofa and to the balcony to watch them. But they had gone.
@DixsyDxisy: I got so panic but thanked god I hv my phone.
I was replying my friend's text. It was funny so I smiled. Knowing he was there I hope that he saw me. I hope that he finds how dazzling my smile was. I hope he realize that I exist. But that would be in His hand.
