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Usually this day I would be at home celebrating with my family. But not this year. I dont usually like birthdays. It makes you feel older. Well you are getting older tho. And it makes me feel that I'm running out of time; One year closer to death. And the day itself makes me miserable. Like a kind of badluck.
This year is a rather unique. I'm sure I didnt tell anyone abt my birthday (maybe the past month but that's just my roomates). Actually I even forget when is my birthday these few weeks (sibuk exam). As always, I've never celebrated my birthday with friends (bcs usually no one remembers) but it's okay. Takde harapan tinggi tu bagus jugak. And that's why I didnt tell anyone. Rasa malas. Like anyone would even care abt my birthday. Nak tengok jugak ada yg ingat tak. huhu
And when everyone wished me in front of my face I just dont know how to react. I'm touched and shy and wanted to cry but awkward and speechless and grateful and i feel so touched that a nobody's birthday like me getting wishes and remembered. (you know who you are 💕) ((rasa nak peluk everyone tp malu and konon nak tunjuk cool)) And then I got a cake! JAKUN SBB DPT ONE WHOLE CAKE! Thankyou Syada for the lovely cake which I still havent cut it. (Waiting for everyone to get back!) dahlah tgh baring-baring tiba2 terjengul kotak kt sebelah kepala. I couldnt say more. Nak nangis tp air mata jantan taknak keluar So cuma tinggal malunya je. 💖 Then mah bro here kunun nak surprise iols dgn bawak belon hitam putihnya last-last satu bocor, terbang tiga biji dek Najla, tinggal satu buat sedut helium. Saya dipampered dengan Chemistry Lab dan Murni padahal before keluar tu dah makan nasi lauk ikan masak sweet sour. Lepastu lepak padang terlepas 3 belon sambil bergelak ketawa, tawaf Setia City Mall. Tak kering gusi layan korang bergossip sana dgn punchline sini dgn hipsternya. I got a very good time.
Thankyou everyone for the wishes sangat terharu sbb korang igt iols yg picisan ni. Huhuhu :') ALL OF YOU MADE MY DAY!!!! 😊💕 (i dont mean to offence and no bad intentions to anyone 😊) #vscocam #happybirthday
